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RDH: FEBRUARY 2024
01/02/24
Beginnings…
02/02/24
…officially taken a back seat. That’s OK though. Needs - Must. Doesn’t mean the grey matter stops!
I mind a ‘Thunderball’ poster with a table in it - or was it N.S.N.A.?
Knots - Riddled.
03/02/24
20:11 - Malcolm John Kielt born - 7lbs 10oz.
Jan was amazing.
09/02/24
I have been thinking about what was put to [redacted] for the [redacted]. Advice could (and should) be taken on board closer to home.
Certain circumstances, mean that practice has taken a back seat - as it should - but this shouldn’t be an excuse to down tools completely and end any creative activity that could be happening. I don’t know if I could fully switch off anyway.
Just because the practical studio and office / sketchbook time is lowered doesn't mean all artistic outlets dry up! There is room in other spaces. Even now, trying to carve out some creative time will be important. Use any spare time wisely - but also enjoy the early days of baby number 2!
10/02/24
Studio cleaning and some posthumous signing this morning.
Had time cleared for the studio for a few hours - just to get some paint down when no sooner had I started, the skirting man arrived.
The best laid plans etc etc.
15/02/24
16/02/24
BEEP BEEP!
17/02/24
“A Brush with…. Wilhelm Sasnel”.
“I do not control painting; I follow it.”
Wilhelm Sasnel
Some studio work - bit of a no-go. Need to re-energise the on-the-go paintings somehow OR start from scratch OR (3rd option):
Finding - or trying to find a new rhythm. Tough going but we’ll get there. What have I done in the past when I’ve come to a cul-de-sac?
DRAWING BOARD! Practical Next Steps.
18/02/24
Plan set out to be productive this evening - … had other ideas.
Submitted!
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20/02/24
22/02/24
Ciarraí MacCormac at Ulster Presents.
Pond(er) at Catalyst Arts.
23/02/24
“Every man is guilty of all the good he did not do.”
Voltaire
25/02/24
“A Brush with… Stanley Witney”
(…a painting has to get ugly before it can be beautiful. If you go straight to the beautiful, you’re aiming at the pretty.)
Two canvases started. Badgers’ is quite interesting already.
Fingers crossed.
28/02/24
“A.J.#240” - well I fell asleep during that podcast. Riveting.
29/02/24
Sketchbook studies.
RDH: DECEMBER 2023
03/12/23
Very cold in the studio. Can’t be a put off though.
Séance piece:
Wall and floor = re-adjust
Blue Figure = push back / get rid of
The woman in blue - basically taking away from the overall composition.
… Getting there. Simplified the back wall. Colours are all wrong but at least it’s going in the right direction structurally.
07/12/23
09/12/23
A round of image gathering is in order. Juices.
10/12/23
14/12/23
Isn’t it funny how a conversation can be the spark that begins to slot pieces into place…
Winter months are slow in the studio - always have been - there’s nothing new there.
What is different is the less time being allocated to focus on drawing [rephrase] not making enough time to focus on drawing elements. TIME CAN BE MADE!
”Artists reflect on what is happening”Rachel Whiteread
SKETCHING
17/12/23
Studio.
Background work on ‘soldier’ piece and a new portrait started over an abandoned canvas.
Drew the charcoal into a fresh layer of white. Will see what comes of it.
18/12/23
Applied.
23/12/23
I do enjoy looking back over the year that’s about to pass. One eye on the past yada yada.
There has been no strict recordkeeping so an idea flashes in and then fades out only to pop in later in a diluted and obscure way where I struggle to recollect the initial instance. Should be rectified. Plenty of ways to keep quick notes.
Joints are aching from the impending dose.
25/12/23
Merry Christmas. Very mindful… so counting blessings and appreciating the little joys.
26/12/23
It’s been a strange one. Anything but restful.
Crow - Chimera - spark/spark/spark.
28/12/23
In the studio and had intended to clean palette ahead of some painting time tomorrow but there’s just too much good paint out to waste. Some looking and notes to aid tomorrow:
Séance in London - notes:
It’s a bloody séance - it shouldn’t make sense.
Remove shadows
Push fireplace back (cooler / lighter)
Chairs - are they needed?
Omit / darken bottom section.
Again, it doesn’t have to make sense. It’s a nonsensical act. Defying logic so the picture shouldn’t live by those rules.
Soldier Piece - notes:
(layer of white on right figure’s clothes done)
Alter skin tones - middle too cold, left too warm. Find a balance. Soldier has seen / committed horrors - bare this in mind.
29/12/23
A good solid day in the studio - and the last one of the year. Loads of coffee.
‘Séance’ - fireplace removed, chairs gone and front three figures blocked in again. Compositionally, it’s definitely a step in the right direction. How does one make an image ominous?
[insert researched answer here] e.g.: 'Fuseli’s ‘The Nightmare’
The little portrait study came about very quickly. A much looser approach so far and some nice elements in the painting. It does run the risk, however, of muddiness so must be mindful.
30/12/23
Asleep after lunch … never thought I would see the day.
…outline of concrete that covers crack in the wall outside. Repurposing shapes you see every day into works.
Five Uneven Steps.
RDH: NOVEMBER 2023
01/11/23
02/11/23
Late Night Art Belfast - another cracker!
Cameron Clarke’s exhibition in DAS, probably one of the best installations I’ve seen in a long time. The perfect week for it - ending the spooky season with a bang.
05/11/23
Studio - setting aside the two large works for now and going to focus on the two portraits in progress.
It was all going so well until… working on ‘Indifferent Study’ and thought I would be productive in between waiting on a thin layer of paint to set. Began chopping some firelighters for later and…... BAD IDEA! Took a decent chunk out of side of a finger. Just when I was getting into a rhythm! It will heal but my favourite pen won’t. It died this evening too. Doesn’t bad things come in threes?
11/11/23
Short Studio Session. ‘Indifferent Study’ = Hair OK, surprisingly. Eyes / mouth needs tweaked. Skin Tone: slight contrast needed between light and shade.
FINISHED!
See, little checklists of what to focus on before lifting a brush work!
14/11/23
16/11/23
BVAF: re-energised and eager to take pro-active steps in art community in city.
19/11/23
S.S.S.
‘Amy Study’: Background - dimmed / dulled - green gold + payne’s grey? Need to get a grip - FOCUS / PRIORITISE / WORK!
…was not expecting to finish this portrait today. Creating little checklists in between layers really does help to critically evaluate the work as it goes - pushes for focus.
Getting to the point where I feel an outlet is needed. What’s holding me back…
Cogs are a turning…
Keening
I have a secret - I listen to Radio 3 to drift off.
21/11/23
23/11/23
The streets are arteries.
Pope L. - advice to the young…
Stuck on a canvas for months. Tutor at the time saw him struggling and said:
“WRITE ON IT!”
Exorcise your thoughts and things will stem from it.
26/11/23
29/11/23
Come rain, hail or shine (but more than likely frost) … solid brainstorming session.
The hmming and writing is all well and good but if you’re actively not doing anything - then it’s just noise.
30/11/23
Weird lights in the sky over Glenshane. Six evenly spaced lights in a diagonal - no sound.
DEBUNKED! Mystery solved, Musk’s star link.
RDH: DECEMBER 2022
Sketchbook work - it’s been way too long!
03/12/22
Quick studio time…
… as suspected, it didn’t take much to get last two paintings of the year over the line. Still aiming to keep the (well, less is more is a little inaccurate) “Stop before I think I should” mentality.
Definitely less misses with this strategy.
08/12/22
‘New Exits: 10 Years of Painting’ opening at the MAC. Excellent show. Daniel Coleman’s painting ‘The House Down the Lane’ is absolutely stunning. It moved me to tears. A real stand out from a strong group show.
11/12/22
Freezing in the studio.
Drew up two small works (having a crack at the ‘Jaws’ image again - with a slightly altered composition) and have set up to take a look at a couple of pieces that have fallen through the cracks recently.
‘Street Walker’ and ‘Laughing Man’ (working titles).
17/12/22
Wood is for the living, stone for the dead.
Said farewell to GT’s reading round. It’s been such a boost having this weekly outlet of chatting, sharing ideas and making connections. Had a great run!
Stream of admin this evening.
18/12/22
“Tomorrow is Saturday” - Interesting documentary on Sean Hillen.
28/12/22
Studio time. “The Week in Art: 2022 in review” podcast.
Blocking in on the small piece. ‘Man looking in his pocket while descending the stairs’ or ‘Looking for keys’ OR ‘Check your pocket’.
29/12/22
Newcastle.
30/12/22
Penultimate day of the year. admin and prep before a few hours in the studio!
For the time of the year that it is, I find myself in a bit of a reflective and thankful mood. 2022 has been good to me.
Collaborative residency and exhibition with Catalyst.
Work shown at the Boyle Arts Festival, Roscommon.
Part of the Royal Ulster Academy Exhibition in the Ulster Museum, Belfast.
Gave a talk with Basic Space Dublin in the Hugh Lane Gallery.
And most importantly, became a father!
There have been losses also. People who have impacted our lives that have moved on, but their imprint will remain.
So much to be thankful for, a loving family, the support of friends and loved ones during the highs and lows. Also, to those who took a chance on my work, who invited me to be a part of their projects:
THANK YOU!
RDH: NOVEMBER 2022
05/11/22
Art and Ecology Podcast.
Studio Time with an assistant!
08/11/22
Painting in RUA has SOLD!
11/11/22
It all adds up.
12/11/22
“You know in the back of your own mind if criticism holds any merit for yourself.”
13/11/22
Studio time - short but sweet stint today. Good progress on three pieces. A little too on the nose in some areas but very productive otherwise.
17/11/22
VAI Get Together day 2. Highlight was listening to Samir Mahmood talk about his practice.
19/11/22
Progress on “Feeling Stretched” and “Red Lines”. Getting there. Colour choices needing a tweak though.
20/11/22
Belfast trip with the family. Ulster Museum - Renaissance to Romanticism. Brueghel the Younger pieces very good and the Goya portrait on display is a special painting.
Great to get up with Jan and Imogen to see the RUA again.
26/11/22
Shocked and saddened to hear of Hugh O’Donnell’s passing. I got to know Hugh in applying for funding in 2018 and again in the run up to my solo show in Atypical in 2020.
Hugh was always so kind with his time - having a studio visit beforehand and his feedback and insight during the install was a dream. Hugh was a real presence and his life blessed all who spent time with him. Rest in Piece Hugh.
30/11/22
Priorities shifted about.
RDH: JULY 2022
02/07/22
Studio - moth wings getting there. .. dusty. Struggling with top colour. Tried green and purple. White is too close to the magpie moth tones.
03/07/22
In my own head yet again. This time it feels vastly different. Other concerns are taking precedent and pushing issues into the background. This is never a final solution I know but it is positive that mindset has altered accordingly.
More progress to ‘Mothman’ this evening.
08/07/22
“The artist has to put before the eyes of the public forms and poses which has existed previously in the darkness and confusion of an irrational mind, or one which is beset by uncontrolled passion.”
Goya
10/07/22
13/07/22
Sad to be missing the opening of the Boyle Arts festival tonight.
Sketchbook work instead.
14/07/22
Asked to give a talk. Delighted.
16/07/22
Nearly fell asleep. Not a good start.
Studio - at a bit of a crossroads. This along with paints needing freshening up is why I’ll focus on drawing up new canvas / boards.
17/07/22
Studio again.
It’s so strange. Things are so good at the moment. Just… negative voices. Popping in and wearing down. Keep active mentally. Support system. Breathe.
18/07/22
When a lead weight is released, you float and rise. Getting there.
‘Mothman’ finished. Trying to stick to the less is more philosophy.
19/07/22
D.T.M.
20/07/22
Sketchbook work.
21/07/22
Short but very sweet stint in the studio. A good start on three pieces.
22/07/22
Ulster Museum trip with my girls!
Stuart Calvin’s show in Atypical is excellent and heartfelt. The Alexandra Lethbridge exhibition in the GoldenThread is worth seeing.
23/07/22
Small progress in the studio. Hair in little portrait piece turned out way better than I thought it would. Best off leaving it alone!
30/07/22
‘Who Threw That?’ finished.
I think sometimes taking a risk can be as simple as not putting a mark down at all.
31/07/22
Compliments can’t be the ‘be all and end all’.
RDH: MARCH 2022
01/03/22
Meteorological Spring is here.
Nice to catch up with the Ogham crew again.
02/03/22
Loose drawing in response to J.A.’s prompt and RMc’s drawings.
03/03/22
…done now…
05/03/22
Belfast. ‘Don’t Look’ piece is done I think.
Smooth out the dog / red?
New piece / Loosey Goosey
* LOOK AT WHAT’S HAPPENING IN THE SPACE! *
Nearly ruined ‘Ode’ piece with a flood of red. Hopefully brought it back.
06/03/22
Didn’t stray too far.
07/03/22
Really good chat with writer for ‘Ogham’.
08/03/22
It’s never going to be finished!
12/03/22
Final day of ‘Ogham’ residency.
Painted me wee heart out, finishing two larger pieces and having some fun with the smaller study of Stephanie Tanney’s casts.
Wet walk home.
13/03/22
A slight onset of melancholia creeping up now that the residency is over. But, the show is still to come!
15/03/22
A process of threads?
All of this is temporary?
A pause in the process?
Settling of the sands?
THIS IS NOT THE END
17/03/22
Exhibition open to the public today.
20/03/22
Louise Bourgeois - “A spider creates from it’s own body.”
Pregnant with atmosphere, enigma.
Great to get painting in garage today and get palette cleaned up.
27/03/22
Imogen Rhonda Kielt, born in the early hours of Mother’s Day. 7lbs 6oz. Perfect and everyone well.
Can see so many loved ones’ faces in this tiny new one. It’s just incredible.
29/03/22
Working to find a rhythm.
31/03/22
Belfast Bound. Helped add some chalk to Joy’s Entry for Rachel Macmanus’ superb performance. So good to see the show in the flesh blown and all involved in the project at Catalyst Arts.
It’s been a great experience at a time I will never forget.
RDH: NOVEMBER 2021
03/11/21
Some good sketchbook work today.
04/11/21
National Common Sense Day. “Portrait of NI: Neither an elegy nor a manifesto” in the Golden Thread Gallery. Interesting layout, gathering work of a similar ilk throughout the decades together.
Anne Tallentire’s “But this material…” in the MAC; great use of spatial interaction with the work and the gallery space. Some really strong work in “The presence of Absence” exhibition from the MFA 2019 cohort group show in QSS.
Really enjoyed the opening of the “Salonathon Show 2021” in Platform - seeing my work alongside some great artists and meeting up with familiar faces!
05/11/21
Wincing the odd time.
06/11/21
“Portraiture exposes the gap between the interior and exterior selves.”
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