2021
RDH: DECEMBER 2021
Sadly just a short stint in the studio.
05/12/21
“Infant Terrible” finished. - Less is more.
09/12/21
Dire.
14/12/21
Tinnitus - bit of a surprise.
Great to finally see John Rainey’s ‘SLIP TANK’ in the Naughton Gallery today. Hands down, the best sculptor in the North.
15/12/21
“The impulse to discover and re-contextualise rather than to generate a picture reintroduces questions of intention. Why did they pick that? What did they do to it? To what end?”
16/12/21
Fractured narratives.
Sketchbook time. Good to do something creative for the first time in a long while.
18/12/21
Light at the end of the tunnel?
21/12/21
22/12/21
New year will be a fresh start. Exciting!
23/12/21
Christmas Eve-Eve. News from yesterday have just evaporated the angst that has been looming overhead the past few weeks. Can now settle down and enjoy the holidays with the family minus the worry.
27/12/21
A Clean palette and tidy studio.
28/12/21
Very early rise. Studio time FINALLY!
Topography of Man - surveillance?
30/12/21
With two pieces at a treacherous crossroads, there is that leap of faith needed. If they go sideways then that’s alright. It can be rectified or started again.
There is that strange debilitating fear when work is at a junction like this. It’s easy to kick the can down the road and avoid messing any work that has gone before.
Last day in the studio for the year. Maybe this added to the frantic energy but “Label” and “Under Surveillance” have changed beyond recognition. Darker and Simplified.
Fresh eyes will know whether to continue working or not. A good day.
RDH: NOVEMBER 2021
03/11/21
Some good sketchbook work today.
04/11/21
National Common Sense Day. “Portrait of NI: Neither an elegy nor a manifesto” in the Golden Thread Gallery. Interesting layout, gathering work of a similar ilk throughout the decades together.
Anne Tallentire’s “But this material…” in the MAC; great use of spatial interaction with the work and the gallery space. Some really strong work in “The presence of Absence” exhibition from the MFA 2019 cohort group show in QSS.
Really enjoyed the opening of the “Salonathon Show 2021” in Platform - seeing my work alongside some great artists and meeting up with familiar faces!
05/11/21
Wincing the odd time.
06/11/21
“Portraiture exposes the gap between the interior and exterior selves.”
-unknown-
08/11/21
Didn’t realise the gravity…
11/11/21
What was thought to be a dud - must have turned out alright!
12/11/21
13/11/21
Really good day in the studio. “The Doctor will see you Now” finished! This new philosophy of keeping it loose, not striving for a realistic perfection, which is ultimately unattainable anyway, seems to be working.
I have a tendency of focussing on niggles to the point when the paintings get tight and the imagery too self aware. Learning to let go and step back a stage or two sooner seems to work for me.
16/11/21
Didn’t get accepted but that’s OK. Sketchbook work tonight to get brain working.
17/11/21
Very quick trip up to Derry to see “Tilt [At Windmills]” with work by Jarkko Räsänen, Fionnuala Doran, Paul Moore and Robin Price in CCA and “The Shrinking Universe” by Eva Rothschild in VOID.
20/11/21
Blocking in and working out logistics on three pieces today.
29/11/21
Nervous but that’s pretty much down to the unknown factor.
RDH: OCTOBER 2021
02/10/21
Point of order today: DO NOT OVER PAINT!!!
Think “Rex Aegypti Penultimus” is finished.
05/10/21
VAI GET TOGETHER 2021
Rediscovering private and personal spaces / rituals.
06/10/21
Chanelle Walshe - self organised self-curation.
Duc Van Pham - Breaking down the figures - is this a way of adjusting / adding narrative?
Keynote: Christian Jankowski - “The Hunt” “Casting Jesus”
Beuys - difficult.
07/10/21
Why do we put people in boxes?
Superflex - interspecies living - “Flooded McDonalds”.
10/10/21
Dosed to eyeballs so not going anywhere fast.
12/10/21
13/10/21
Two new canvases begun today. Little and large.
16/10/21
Strong sense of self.
Good progress in the studio today. Didn’t mean for the small one to go Holy.
20/10/21
Accepted into Platform Arts group show!
Getting there with “Lady of the Manor”.
23/10/21
Globalist cheerleading.
24/10/21
Wardrobe fiasco.
“Lady of the Manor” finished.
25/10/21
28/10/21
HALLELUJAH!
29/10/21
Definitely been distracted lately but the blinkers need to come back on.
30/10/21
31/10/21
Early morning tonal work to “The Doctor Will See You Now”. Slow and steady progress but definitely best to stop when I did to give new layers a chance to dry.
Merry Halloween.
RDH: SEPTEMBER 2021
02/09/21
Organised ‘used imagery’ away into respective folders.
04/09/21
05/09/21
King Farouk onto pyramids? … GREEN LIGHT!
Quitting while ahead today but so far so good.
06/09/21
Scanning.
07/09/21
Such a mover! Beyond happy and proud and excited for things to come.
08/09/21
Some good groundwork done on the two smaller pieces.
09/09/21
Sketchbook work.
11/09/21
Tidy and apply sort of a day.
12/09/21
“Painting as an act of assembling different references.” - Ralph Rugoff
Finished “Saint and Sinner”.
13/09/21
Excited for VAI Get Together ‘21.
14/09/21
A long night of scans, and resizing drawing works.
15/09/21
Layers and layers, back and forth. Named due to facial expression.
18/09/21
Long shift in the studio but finished “Unimpressed”. Front hand is rough but if there was more done, it could ruin the whole piece.
22/09/21
… relished in the relationship between the paint mark and the drawn line - their harmonious and, at times, antagonistic tendencies.
Applied and a waiting on.
25/09/21
<— This will be tough!
A nice couple of hours in the studio today. Pushing and pulling on “R.A.P.”.
26/09/21
Really good live chat with Clinton Kirkpatrick on Instagram. Nervous but thought it went alright.
28/09/21
Sketchbook work.
Huge congratulations to Array Collective for opening their Turner Prize exhibition. Everything is crossed!
30/09/21
Wake me up…
RDH: APRIL 2021
01/04/21
“A Brush With… Ali Banisadr” - audio-visual synesthesia.
02/04/21
Palette is cleaned and managed to get some good work on “On Gilded Steps”.
03/04/21
Added some gold aerosol for the edges of the steps. So close to finishing it up. Very frustrating as last week one of the figures that was working the best is now the last piece of the puzzle yet to fit.
05/04/21
“On Gilded Steps” finished!
09/04/21
…apparently it was coming but it was a jolt and now a growing sense of uncertainty.
10/04/21
“Seven Types of Ambiguity” by William Empson.
Ambiguity has to be purposeful, holding multiple elements in suspension - that’s when the ambiguity works and has a function.
11/04/21
Such a leap from what was happening last year.
12/04/21
Catch up on webinars. Is ‘brand’ a dirty word?
13/04/21
Episode 27 of “Jo’s Art History Podcast” is live! Always strange to listen to yourself back but I really did enjoy the chat with Jo.
“Gathering Thoughts” gathering momentum.
16/04/21
Quick run to Belfast to lift “Hotel ‘78” from the RUA.
17/04/21
Studio work: less will be more with “G.T.”. Progress made but very slowly. I could have ploughed on this evening but I thought it was best to quit for the day while I was ahead.
19/04/21
“Leonardo" on Prime. Fast and loose with facts but still fun to watch.
22/04/21
Yesterday saw a long overdue clear-out of the office and the start of a fresh lick of paint.
25/04/21
I think I’ve taken “Gathering Thoughts” as far as I can go.
27/04/21
A solemn anniversary.
28/04/21
Submissions made. Fingers crossed. Primed large canvas today which took several coats. Barrow + woman with dogs / butcher?
Starting to get excited by a piece that hasn’t even been started yet.
29/04/21
Decided against ‘woman with dogs’ and ‘butcher’ imagery and opted instead for early biplanes of the RAF. This way I can instead swap scale instead of orientation and hopefully not overcrowd the composition. The red container behind the medics should be kept and then adding the planes using tonal differences / slightly different register. There and not there. Pillers - might be best to paint them out. There will probably be remnants of them as layers are added.
30/04/21
A broken up sort of day.
RDH: FEBRUARY 2021
01/02/21
Blessings this morning.
…it’s not animals.
02/02/21
04/02/21
05/02/21
Some paint down but not much.
07/02/21
Trip to the Derry Vaccine Centre.
08/02/21
10/02/21
Fingers crossed.
11/02/21
Rookie mistake so sketchbook work instead.
13/02/21
Less doodle and more noodle.
15/02/21
Great news!
16/02/21
Need to make a point of getting into the studio tomorrow.
17/02/21
A lot of scraping and pushing around paint to “Washing of Hands” piece. It may be, for right now, I’m forcing works that are stagnating. As solid as they may be compositionally I feel at a loss with where to go next. Could be why I’m drawing a hell of a lot more lately - looking for other avenues?
In any case it felt great to move paint about for the first time in a while.
18/02/21
Fully intended - FROZE - self-doubt.
20/02/21
Self actualisation - making real of the inner self.
22/02/21
Back to work!
…little more interactive.
23/02/21
…collapsed. Postural hypotension.
24/02/21
HBKA!!!
25/02/21
“Titles are an extra brushstroke”
Clarification
27/02/21
Poor … way too much going on at the one time.
Reading round is back! So happy to see those faces!
Little bit of self-doubt still here. If I try to force it, the doubt seems to grow roots. Flip side of that is that you can the self-doubt can stagnate and you can then avoid going into the studio all together.
GET IN BUT NO PRESSURE
Bleached out several canvases on a spur of the moment this evening. I think starting again / fresh thinking is the best option. Out with the old.
28/02/21
Well, completely cleared the window piece. Aiming to start Spring with a spring in step so I’ve drawn up few pieces and see where they lead.