wedding
RDH: JULY 2019
01/07/19
Slow but important work on “Bogland” today. Thinking a lot about Sickert.
It’s been a rough week but finally seeing positives.
Sketchbook time.
02/07/19
Meditate and Release.
03/07/19
Found ‘failed’ middle panel of “Pioneer Studies”. Works on it’s own merit. Must have been a weak link at the time.
04/07/19
Submission sent. A glutton for punishment.
06/07/19
Bit later in the day for studio time but spent longer tonight to make up for it.
Colours are popping and really contrast from the blurred background. Still trying to maintain the mantra of “MAKE EVERY PAINTING A STUDY” but it’s hard when the focal point is a figure where it seems to be falling short.
More integration of sawdust needed? Question everything?
07/07/19
Didn’t get to sleep until 5am. It’s not my fault.
Crisp morning breeze. Brought a rose in.
Staring at work, the foreground, which I tolerated a few weeks ago, now seems flat. Texture, perspective and overlapping of light and shade required.
09/07/19
A.A.H.
10/07/19
13/07/19
14/07/19
Amazing day at G &N’s wedding yesterday! Trying to get a bit of studio work in now before a much needed early night!
Frustrating. Two steps forward, two steps back. No better off but not worse off either.
15/07/19
“Never mind that nobody bought them! Do them! Tell your story!”
“He who follows is always behind.”
Paul Cézanne
16/07/19
How to get back in the creative mindset?
19/07/19
‘What gets measured gets done’ is a quote is heard rattled around today.
20/07/19
Plenty of little niggly bits to run through. Let’s not fall into that usual trap of realism!
“I.N.A.R.P.”
Am I focusing too much on that main figure?
Right… don’t panic!
22/07/19
Strange birthday. Nothing bad, just strange.
23/07/19
Didn’t get through. Plough on!
25/07/19
Intense building.
27/07/19
Trying not to waste to so much paint. Working on “Sack Race” - shadows and sack texture.
28/07/19
“As an artist you should be the one to sing off key.”
A non-studio art day. Starting new sketchbook. Smaller sale seems to suit drawing technique. I think I came to this realisation some time ago but it must have slipped the memory.
Arena’s Cindy Sherman: #untitled was great! Chameleon. Film stills and centre pieces are still some of my favourite works.
29/07/19
“I trust you to make the narrative”
31/07/19
“Art can offer a chance for self examination”
RDH: 01/09/18 - 30/09/18
01/09/18
02/09/18
03/09/18
No point in worrying about things out of your control. Took a while but made good progress in the studio. Gently does it.
Sculpture on my mind.
04/09/18
…mad to think I have two solo shows coming…
Tinker + Research + Ideas = …
What box?
05/09/18
NB: Sketch from objects?
08/09/18
ideas: …soft pink highlights… hints of sandals… bruised colour…
Steps in the right direction. Had a notion to put trees in the background - the nothingness was annoying me. After that attempt and then a further attempt to incorporate reflective lines, i think blank is good. There is plenty going on in and amongst the three figures so to try and confuse it with more ammo may be a mistake.
09/09/18
Seneca on anger documentary. Nero’s tutor. People get angry because they are too hopeful - be more pessimistic and less surprised for misfortune.
Be psychologically prepared from when things go wrong. Dark Symbol - Rudder
“What need is there to weep over parts of life, the whole of it calls for tears.” - Seneca
10/09/18
Change to background. Neutral this time and I think it will work. There was a muck up when I went to put the blood moon back in and I tried to rectify the warmer tones on the upper right or the neutral colour but was then reminded of a quote by Rose Wylie: “I think you’re a lot happier if you don’t mind a bit of imperfection.” It feeds into the Seneca documentary from last night.
11/09/18
Another day filled with distractions.
12/09/18
An afternoon of application submissions and sketchbook studies.
15/09/18
Finished “A Manifold and Truly Glorious Strife.”
16/09/18
A lazy day.
17/09/18
Some interest. Started triptych.
23/09/18
24/09/18
Jan mentioned something that I think is important. Doing a little something everyday - even if you think there is no point - is better than doing nothing at all.
25/09/18
A weird impromptu visit. Well-intentioned but very sceptical.
26/09/18
The only absolute constant is change.
29/09/18
Painting Peer Critique Session went really well in the Golden Thread Gallery. Hoping it grows and develops.
30/09/18
Studio work. “Pioneer Studies” - good start. Haven’t done a triptych in a few years. Third canvas is all but there.